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Welcome to this blog. I am known as Aristaria Lisvacor but let's stick with Aris. Most thoughts, whether carefully put into the order of events in which they came or just written haywire everywhere, will be put on this blog. Comments on those thoughts would be greatly appreciated and I do have copyrights. Now, into the mind of the writer you go. ~Aris~

Monday, February 28, 2011

Today's Rant: Magical Abilities

At some point in time you've wished you had magical powers. Admit it. We all have. But if you were granted just one, what would it be? I, myself, would choose the ability to heal. Now I know what you're thinking: Heal? What a worthless power. And I agree, it doesn't sound all that impressive, but let me explain the extent to what I describe as healing magic. First off, by the ability to heal I don't mean Wolverine's power to regenerate. I mean the actual ability to heal myself and others, being able to cure any injury, poison, or disease. Second, my healing power would be strong enough to keep my body healthy forever and even fend off death. Thus making me immortal and allowing me the ability to revive others. Doesn't sound so worthless anymore, now does it?
But an even more important question than what power you would choose would be what would you use it for? Would you use it to do good? To do Evil? Or just do whatever sounded best at the time? I always like to envision myself as an elder demon lord, yet I would use my powers for good, which leads us to another option. Would you use your power to be both demon and angel, such as humanity does?

Angelic Demon

I am the fires of hatred

And the feathers of love,

But I am bound to no one

And don’t serve the likes above.


When someone seeks out vengeance

Or looks to do something right,

I become the martyr

Who gets tossed into the fight.


I am caring and ruthless,

Saving lives and digging graves.

I judge nobody on anything

Besides how they behave.


When I find a shadow

With more hate inside than me,

I stare upon his corpse

Without sorrow or pity.


I am kind and thoughtful,

Yet still human at heart.

I can cause mass destruction

When my world falls apart.


When society’s perfect

Then I may go away,

But the flames spread through compassion

Seem content to stay.


I possess heaven’s halos

And wear the horns of hell.

I am an angelic demon,

Vindication is what I sell.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Forgotten Beauty

Since I started writing I have always kept one underlying theme in mind that I believe very strongly in. And no, if you've read any of my stuff, it's not that humanity is a plague. It's that humanity is plagued, plagued by its views of life and narrow perceptions. We live our lives as if someone is going to punish us if we don't feel enough pain and anguish within the quarrels of our everyday affairs. I mean, every day for most people seems to be more of a burden than a joy by the way they express what they feel inside. It's all worries about this and that, petty problems that mean nothing beyond today. Yet they let it build up inside them until the slight irritation becomes the end of the world and there's a knife being held to someone's throat, someone who they don't even know. Thus our fury and rage blinds us into to forgetting everything but ourselves and the egocentric status quo. The beauty of the world is forgotten as we close our eyes to everything but the shadows who teach us society's flaws, putting the world economy before the world itself. Why though? I have no idea. But I do have a poem that further illustrates my point, which is posted below. After that is another poem of which has a similar meaning. enjoy!

The Budding Oak

In society there looms a shadow

Who has cast darkness upon the land,

Unable to escape the labyrinth

They lose the will to understand.

Blinded by the sight of seeing nothing

They limit their eyes to less than what they see,

The forecasted, temporary storm cloud

Brings eternal misery.

Cycles pass within the hour glass

As its essence shifts from hand to hand,

Like the well of life it’s draining

As centuries get buried under sand.


The budding oak begins to dream.


In the field there looms a wizard

Who has cast a blaze upon the land,

Unable to escape the labyrinth

He conquers what he can.

Agonized by the lies he believes in

He releases the flames stored up inside,

Innocence burns just as the others

Until the last of the fires has died.

The ignition spark cools to only concealment

As the ashes of fury find broken souls,

The blood of the inferno’s draining

Into a river none can control.


The budding oak sits by the stream.


In the orchard there looms a worm

That has cast a trend upon the land,

Unable to escape the labyrinth

It comes up with new demands.

No longer is one apple enough

So it seeks to strengthen lust and greed,

Branch by branch it claims them all

Hording the wants it needs.

The cores of the apple soon line the dirt

Underneath the hungry soul of I,

The bigger picture and greater good

Are lost to egocentric eyes.


The budding oak sees through the mist.


In the box there looms a world

That has cast a shadow upon the land,

Unable to escape the labyrinth

We forget that we can stand.

Perception is a gift without batteries included

Of which many decide to not obtain,

Thus petty importance tears us down

And turns the rain into a hurricane.

The mist of reality bears no truth of what’s right

Yet we adhere to pains that nobody should know,

Society’s vision is selective and narrow

We perceive not with mind, but with status quos.


The budding oak lives unnoticed.



Winter’s Wake

The breeze blew briskly through the air,

Snow sheets spiraling down in fair,

The dry grass drowning in despair,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


The fields are full of fluffy white,

The surface soil hidden from sight,

The dirt deterred from its delight,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


The towering trees keep in toe,

Completely covered by crisp snow,

Bulky branches hanging below,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


Slowly the rivers and streams sojourn,

The lakes are frozen land mammals learn,

Running water and warmth they yearn,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


The wind whispers out its words,

Bearing burdens for the birds,

Holding them in huddled herds,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


The sky is swallowed in shady clouds,

The sun is shielded in a shroud,

And its light we aren’t allowed,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


The clouds continue to heed no call,

Fanatically the snow flurries fall,

Sapiens sadden since storm won’t stall,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


Schools get closed and children can play,

Snowmen, snowballs, and sliding all day,

Wondering why the world does stay,

Wallowing in winter’s wake.


Monday, February 21, 2011

Been A While

     It's been nearly a month since the last post and I apologize for that. I have been encouraging my brother to post but alas, he appears to be too busy. There is a lot to talk about in writing. Which traits make characters more realistic and more appeasing to the reader, which time periods are the best to work with, etc. It's always interesting to get a group of writers in the same room together because it appears they've all known each other for quite a long while. Ask another writer for advice and most will oblige. Certain writers make me even happier that I've decided to follow this course. There are a lot of amazing people, you just have to get out there and meet them.